Hypochondriac

Hmmmm..........Am I imagining everything?  Am I a Hypochondriac?  Am I imagining that I'm a hypochondriac?  I tried to decide I wasn't going to have a headache.I have headaches, Oh Boy do I have headaches.  I've had one for days now, really getting tired of it.  So I woke up this morning and decided I wasn't going to have a headache.  I was going to use visualization and be laying on a warm beach in my mind.  I read that if you do not feel calm and at peace you're suppose to just act like it.  Pretend you are an actor and convince the audience you are very calm and peaceful.That's kinda what I tried with the headache.  Didn't work so well....Kinda got out of hand, now the pills seem to be taking an unusual amount of time to kick in.Thing is I've had every test known to mankind on my brain.  It looks great.  My Rheumy said it looks better than most brains he's seen of non Lupis.  so.....what the Hell?