hypermanic

Today i did cut, my son dosnt understand how he hurrts me. I feel like. I got to  keep. Moving. Like i am not doing things right. I read my bibal, i went to doc, i hugged my son, but he was refusing it. He didnt like it an told me so. I am trying so bad . Why cant i do things right.  I am so hyper. I got to go to my store later. Ugh! I dont have time today.