Husband on my mind
He's been on my mind this week. His birthday is tomorrow and there is a sadness in my heart-tomorrow morning I won't be able to kiss him, rub his head, and wish him a happy birthday as I give him a cup of coffee. Tears are welling up as I type this.....I'm really missing him right now. There'd be discussion, of course, as to what to do for his birthday......He'd just say that he didn't care-If I wanted to cook, it was fine, but, he's not one to want to be fussed over. Man, I wish now I could fuss over him, but he's locked up.
Shit-this month is going to be hard. I guess today is the roller coaster day where I just need to allow the tears to flow because I don't want to break down when I visit him this weekend. I hope that he got my card and the gift box that we sent through the commissary. I really wish I could call him-but, tonight I'll send him an electronic message so that he'll see my birthday greeting in as near as real time as possible.
I wish this site had instant messaging so that I could reach out to some of the people on here in real time....but I guess I'll call a friend.
Shit-this month is going to be hard. I guess today is the roller coaster day where I just need to allow the tears to flow because I don't want to break down when I visit him this weekend. I hope that he got my card and the gift box that we sent through the commissary. I really wish I could call him-but, tonight I'll send him an electronic message so that he'll see my birthday greeting in as near as real time as possible.
I wish this site had instant messaging so that I could reach out to some of the people on here in real time....but I guess I'll call a friend.
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If you want to chat online, look me up on fb. I don\'t put my whole name on here often. It\'s Wendee Olson I live in WI. Should be only one Wendee with 2 e\'s I don\'t know your real name either.
This is a hard time for me too. Christmas coming, him in there,.. I hate how he will feel. I think he is already depressed. His birthday was in July... he took that real hard, more than usual because last year on his birthday he got to meet his son for the first time in over 20 years, on the kid\'s 21st birthday. But it was a set up by the half sister.. she turned my guy into the cops after arranging it. He feels he was played for a fool and he fell for it. So he was arrested a day after his birthday and a day after seeing his son after so long. Last time he saw him the kid was 6 months old. The mom hid him for years.
I am in tears tonight too. I miss him, and I NEED HIM.. my house has an electrical problem. I have no hot water, no washer and dryer, lights flicker off and on when I turn other lights on.. my car was broken last week.. I just need him so much, for so many reasons. Just tonight he called to see if I got home ok from the visit, and he had me unplug the dryer, thought that might be shorting things out. Nope. Then tried the washer. Nope.. He is frustrated too.
I hope your husband got his card and gift too. I should make sure I order him something out of their dismal excuse for an approved catalog, for Christmas, but you can never tell when they will get the orders. Even if they are delivered, sometimes the mail room takes DAYS to give it to them. I track it so I know when it got there.
My name is Hope Smith. Cancelled fb 2 years ago. People I knew on there knew about what my husband was charged with and I didn\'t want to be harassed & bullied-toxic environment. I will not go back.
I am so sorry. FB can be good, but in many cases, it\'s a frivolous waste of time and too many people do use it the wrong way.
Horrible isn\'t it? My husband was arrested just before his birthday, it was all normal. He missed the kids birthdays which hurt. I wish there was intlstant messaging too as I also had to deactivate FB. My husband had his own news story that was shared several times. I had people messaging me asking if I was ok and I jut couldn\'t be hattered with it. I can honestly say my life is better without it. Although I miss my online business and keeping in touch with some friends.
I just don\'t put on anything personal on FB... I keep it to chat with my kids, or see pictures of my grandkids. Sometimes keep in touch with friends. BUT it sure has replaced good old fashioned calling people. That\'s not good.
Yep, Wendee, so true