Hurting the ones you love

Why do we hurt the ones we loveWe do or say tings we regret for oneWe steal or cheat or just forget We even tend to not be honest It does not mean that we dont careIt just shows we dont thinkWe get greedy or selfish or insecureAnd honestly that stinksAnd if we hurt the ones we loveWe risk losing their respectLosing their trust or even their loveAnd sometimes nothing can earn it backI know I have hurt many I loveI suffer most when I am self absorbedI miss the people who walk awayPeople I do adoreI suffer from anxietyAnd when panicked all that matters is meI have made a lot of dumb mistakes My heart has been hurt about as much as I can takeCause when I am selfish Its my heart that breaksI hope I can lean to be betterTo learn not  to make so many mistakesI hate so badly losing people I loveAnd I hate people walking awayI always feel abandoned And this hurts me so very badNothing is nice at all I knowAbout hurting your loved onesAnd if I have hurt you beforeId like to apologizeI hope you remember I'm humanPerfect I dont claim to beWith this I'm sure your not surprisedNone of us here are perfectSo please dont judge me too harshlyI do my best and please please knowI love you with all of my heart.