Hurting Inside
I really hate to see my mom cry. A long time ago my mom gave up her daughter for adoption for good reasons but it wasnt because she didnt want her. To this day my mom has been feeling so hurt and guilty inside. Recently a few months ago she found her daughter. My mom was so happy. You should of seen her light up. My sisters name is Stacey. Stacey made it clear that she wasnt ready to begin a relationship with my mom but more as if they were friends. My mom understood. My mom was so happy for awhile because she got to talk to her daughter. Then my mom received a nasty email from her saying that she wasnt her mother and it was just upsetting. I understand that shes upset and i havent been through what shes been through but she could of said it a little nicer. So now she and my mom dont talk. What has helped my mom i think is she has joined adoption support groups and i'm thankful shes found that because its helping her heal. Tonight my mom was talking with a few people from the support group and she broke in tears. She couldnt take it anymore. It broke my heart for her to cry, i hate seeing my mom cry. All i can do is be there for my mom. I wish iĀ could do more but all i can do is be there for her and support her. I dont like it when people upset my mom, and i've seen alot of people do that. I just want my mom to be happy.
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