hurtful words

so...yes. I've been in prison for 8.5nl years. I don't have that. but before I left I had my little boy who was my world, and after his mom fkd everyone in the state she said "let's try fresh in my home state of tn, my mom needs my help with her patients anyways. so I said cool. she took little man and 2 weeks later while I was looking for another ups store to transfer to she told me basically to fuck off. she was sleeping with hitler brother in law {her sister's husband} who looks like freddy krueger cuz his dumb ass was huffing gasoline next to a bonfire, and she got arrested for driving drunk and they took my son and put him in foster care.  then I had a mental break down and ended up in prison. no I'm not proud of it, but that's what happened.  I'm reconnecting w him and today he said his dad "abandoned him cuz he was a coward". not only is it not true it's exceptionally painful and so....journal.  sorry I'm sure I'm wasting everyone's time but acuarate facts would be nice.  yes I stabbed a couple people, yes I lost my shit when my son was found "listless and sick" on the couch, but I had nothing to do with any of that.  that sucks to hear my son tell me that he believes his father abandoned him for being a "coward" I would have killed for that boy.........tears.*