Hurt again and again.
Last night I got deeply hurt again. Because I am a fool with a soft heart, always putting myself last, people with stronger personalities always seem to manipulate me easily, and then laugh about it in my face! Worst part is that I then still keep on caring!! Maybe because she is my daughter, and I love my children unconditionally, I end up being the fool whose own fault it is!
I cannot be a human bulldozer, who hurt people just because I can. I am who God made me to be, and I try to be proud of who I am. Maybe this hurting situation keeps repeating in my life, because I need to learn how to stand my own ground. I wish I could push myself to the level where I can practice TOUGH LOVE, and not feel guilty when my daughter gets hurt!!
I think I care too much!
I cannot be a human bulldozer, who hurt people just because I can. I am who God made me to be, and I try to be proud of who I am. Maybe this hurting situation keeps repeating in my life, because I need to learn how to stand my own ground. I wish I could push myself to the level where I can practice TOUGH LOVE, and not feel guilty when my daughter gets hurt!!
I think I care too much!
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We are in the same place. I also care too much that is why I am in the position and stay in this position. I also feel like a fool whose own fault it is. Gentle huggs!!!! I also can not do the tough love and never could before. I am who I am by the Grace of God.
I wish I had magic words..........but we are jut too much alike. Just remember we are the good ones...because we CARE TOO MUCH!!!
HUGGS and Love xoxoxo
We are in the same place. I also care too much that is why I am in the position and stay in this position. I also feel like a fool whose own fault it is. Gentle huggs!!!! I also can not do the tough love and never could before. I am who I am by the Grace of God.
I wish I had magic words..........but we are jut too much alike. Just remember we are the good ones...because we CARE TOO MUCH!!!
HUGGS and Love xoxoxo
You are so right! And I agree, we ARE the good ones, because we forgive and still care, over and over again. Maybe one day we will understand why.
I do feel better, knowing that I\'m not the only one.
Loving hugs!! xoxoxo