Hurt
I can't sleep I been so upset. I have not cut in 12 years but I feel the urge to. I feel so hurt that people take advantage of my kindness. I broke my leg had to have screws put in. Do you think I e person even asked how I was while I laid in bed 7 long weeks in pain. I feel all those people I was always doing things for would at least bring me one meal nope. I am trying to n o t feel so hurt that everyone taken advantage of my kindness. I feel so hurt right now.
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Hi. I'm so sorry for what you went through. How is your leg? How are you doing with that now? I can relate to what you are saying. People will often take advantage of kind people. It sucks. I'm kind of like that too, I extend myself out for others and it's either not reciprocated or I'm taken advantage of. I read a good book about this that kind of helped called "When pleasing you is killing me" by Les Carter. It talks about how to take care of yourself and be aware putting yourself first while still being compassionate towards others. It's not too expensive.
How is your day going? xoxox Wendy (that's my real name)
A lot better today. It is very hurtful when you realize your only being used. I ordered the book today thank you.
I cried myself to sleep last night woke up feeling better today. No I did not cut it was hard but I walked through it.