Hurry Spring
Well here it is one week until Valentines day. It is so cold here. I have not been this stiff in a long time. I love snow. I love to watch it fall, it is one of Gods wonders that I love. I am ready for spring now though. I can't take the cold like I use too. It just makes me ache all over. The kids have had 2 snow days this week which is unheard of. Here in Cecil County MD> it has to be bad for them to cancel All other counties will close or close early, not us. So we were really surprised when it went from 2 hr. delay to closed today. I don't think the kids were complaining. My daughter loves school. we are lucky for that. She always has liked school and always done well. Well we are going out with another couple on Valentines Day to Bone Fish Grille. It will be our first time eating there. I hear it is good. Well we actually go back to the doctor that day too. A long trip to NJ. I cannot wait until this nightmare is over.I just want a normal life again. Normal what doea normal fel like? I have been sick so many years I don't know if I know what normal is. It takes it's toll on you living in chronic pain. Sure pills can dull the pain but it never realy goes away. My sister has Lyme and refuses to get treatment because well I don't understand why. She is now being told it is haer gallbladder. She said she doesn't want to gothrough the doctor nightmares I have gone through to get a diagnosis. I yold her Igenex, one test and you will know. She don't have that knid of money but she can smoke a carton of cigarettes a week. I am just scared for her and my brother both. They are both living very stressfull lives brought om by themselves but still. They don't take care of themselves. My dad died at 53 from a major stroke. I really think it was Lyme related. The symptoms he was showing. It was 15 years ago and Lyme was hardly even mentioned back then. Told he had cushings syndrome. Well that is it for now. I will just keep praying for everyone and know God will do his will and that is fine. I love my God and am so thankfull he saved me. I am still struggling to be where I nned to be with him but I will get there. I want to serve him with my whole heart and soul and do what I was put on this earth to do. Just wish he would show ne what that was. We like our new church very much too. Well thats it for now my hands are hurting.
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