Hump Day

I am awake with Sammycat this morning.  Roomie is up stirring around Im still in my bed having coffee.  It will be interesting to see what happens at work today. I may get fired...i cant imagine getting fired after telling my boss to nicely butt out of my personal life.  By the way she been acting toward be lately, I dont consider her a friend or a confidant.  The only thing she has to worry about is me doing my work and showing up.


I am telling roomie tonight that I will be moving out this weekend but will continue to pay my rent thru May 1.  I will also come by weekly and check on Sammycat and give him money to take care of him.  I also have my green babies here.  I am moving in with RV man to give it a trial run.  I will maintain my savings and not tell anyone I have it.  I will continue to save just in case I do need to move out.  I feel we need to live together before i ever consider marrying him.  I also want to see what hes going to do about his drinking.  So many changes...maybe good maybe bad..but i wont know till I try.  My counselor told me she immediately noticed my deamanor last night.  She said I felt happier to her and knew something was up.  


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arfie
arfie

Life is always a mixed bag of both "good" and "bad." Even a great day full of all my favorite things leaves me exhausted, grumpy and in need of rest and restoration. My good times are better when I don't expect them to be perfect from beginning to end.

Continued support while you navigate the changes.