Hump Day 08/13/2014
So I can already tell the best part of today will be going back to bed tonight! Ugh. I'm in a not so great mood. No reason, it is what it is. Whatever! I know I'm in a bad mood when I get bored with video games like last night. Its like if I don't want to do the one thing that I can still enjoy then I'm headed for crap mood....and here it is! Oh well, thankfully these shit moods have only been lasting a few days at a time so f**k it.
Yesterday was grocery day and I was basically the only person in the store...sweet! My poor car is a mess now! It was raining and the poor baby is dirty from top to bottom! Saturday is bath day after the gym!
The dispatch re-write continues to slowly move forward. I'm happy with my basic progress but there is SO much work to do! If I'm done by New Years I'll be surprised. The nice thing, once its done, is that it will be a superior system in-regard to being cross-browser and dropping Java dependency. It's better if I'm busy even when I bitch about it because being bored allows the depression to move in. That's what worries me when I don't feel like playing video games. That means boredom which is kindling for depression. Ugh.
The Bird is back to his normal weird self! He sends the dumbest emails! Half his emails make no sense what so ever! I hope the old Bird finds a nice weirdo like him online and he can send her all these stupid messages :)
Anywho, coffee and more coffee plus H needs her Hump Day donuts soooooooooo.....
Yesterday was grocery day and I was basically the only person in the store...sweet! My poor car is a mess now! It was raining and the poor baby is dirty from top to bottom! Saturday is bath day after the gym!
The dispatch re-write continues to slowly move forward. I'm happy with my basic progress but there is SO much work to do! If I'm done by New Years I'll be surprised. The nice thing, once its done, is that it will be a superior system in-regard to being cross-browser and dropping Java dependency. It's better if I'm busy even when I bitch about it because being bored allows the depression to move in. That's what worries me when I don't feel like playing video games. That means boredom which is kindling for depression. Ugh.
The Bird is back to his normal weird self! He sends the dumbest emails! Half his emails make no sense what so ever! I hope the old Bird finds a nice weirdo like him online and he can send her all these stupid messages :)
Anywho, coffee and more coffee plus H needs her Hump Day donuts soooooooooo.....
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idle hands are the devils playground. that\'s why ive been keeping busy myself this week. just don\'t push yourself into working too hard. need to have an even balance of work and me time
LOL about Bird. Glad he\'s back to \"normal\". I\'m sorry the crap mood is still hanging around. I\'ll be glad when you start working shorter weeks. Maybe that will help. Hopefully if bad days occur you will be able to keep busy doing something fun or enjoyable. I always get scared when I have those days. So afraid I\'ll go off the deep end or they won\'t go away. We know they will, but I still get scared. Hopefully washing the baby & working out will help you feel better this weekend. It\'s almost here!
You are so damn smart. I can\'t believe the work you do. I\'m glad the people you work for appreciate you. This project sounds like it will be very rewarding.
Hang in there bubbaloo. This crapola will pass, hopefully soon. Much love, H