Hump Day 07/30/2014
So yesterday was a mixed bag of shit! The morning and afternoon were fine but around 5pm it was like my brain flipped a switch and I went into full depression mode! WTF! I just wanted to crawl under the bed. I made it until 7pm then I was hoping to just fall asleep but noooooooooooooo! I laid there for 2 hours starting at the ceiling wondering WTF just happened. I finally got up around 9pm and watched TV then went to bed at 10pm. God I hate this shit! You can be going along just fine then BAM depression kicks you in the face. F**k me......
Anyway, I did manage to do a half assed workout yesterday even though my motivation level is in the negative digits at this point! Is there nothing I can enjoy anymore? Come on man! Give me a break. I went to the stupid store and I was basically the only one in the store so that was nice! Silver lining to a shitty day I guess.
I'll be testing TJ today then let Chicken Little lose on it tomorrow or Friday. It actually turned out pretty well considering it's a mix of 3 languages I've never used before! Turd Sr. seems to be fine so I have that going for me! The Hobbit wants me to look at missing folders in the document app I built. It's only been in production for 10 years now he wants me to look at it. He needs to go back to Hobbiton and take his Precious with him :)
The Bird just tried calling but I'm not in the mood to hear him yap this morning. My brain hurts!
Anywho, more coffee and Hump Day donuts for H soooooooooooo laters.......
Anyway, I did manage to do a half assed workout yesterday even though my motivation level is in the negative digits at this point! Is there nothing I can enjoy anymore? Come on man! Give me a break. I went to the stupid store and I was basically the only one in the store so that was nice! Silver lining to a shitty day I guess.
I'll be testing TJ today then let Chicken Little lose on it tomorrow or Friday. It actually turned out pretty well considering it's a mix of 3 languages I've never used before! Turd Sr. seems to be fine so I have that going for me! The Hobbit wants me to look at missing folders in the document app I built. It's only been in production for 10 years now he wants me to look at it. He needs to go back to Hobbiton and take his Precious with him :)
The Bird just tried calling but I'm not in the mood to hear him yap this morning. My brain hurts!
Anywho, more coffee and Hump Day donuts for H soooooooooooo laters.......
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It is a demon isn\'t it? If there was a reason, we would have something to work with & hopefully get the shit over with quicker. But, we gotta wait for a crack in the crap & hope we can wedge in a shovel & dig our way out. I hope this isn\'t too intense & is over with quickly. Maybe part of it is that you still need a vacation from work! I thought you were going to take a week off???? You\'ll be back on track soon. You know, the arm/shoulder thing might be part of this too. You\'ve been stressed at work & then had to cut back on your exercise. You worked your way through the Turd family so much quicker than I thought you would. So glad it turned out great & is OVER with. Hang in there guy. Hopefully tomorrow, since it\'s almost Friday, it will be a better day. Crossing toes, fingers & eyes for you. Hump Day is over! Much love, H