Hugs,Homework,Bad Mouse,PT,Tired,Bills,No Money,Blessed,Love DS

Hey AllWell my mouse don't like me. Its losing everything I write. Friday was ok. Joey got groceries. I did my exercises and watch tv with Rhonda friday night.Saturday was football and doing some homework. Rhonda could only pay 400 this week and spent money knowing that her IRS money was coming soon but that didn't happen and knowing later wishing we had that money she spent. Sunday was another day of football. I need a break so bad. Watching football is not a break I mean a break from having bills being late and no money. We make so so money its just making money for a small family which has grown. Well it is my fault. My idea to let Rhonda move in. Monday was not a good day. Joey has been sick and trying to hide the fact from me. He's been throwing up every day for a week. The fluid from the back of his throat going to his stomach and he's throwing up. Well we went to the atm and got money because they wont take our insurance. It was overdrawn and so there goes more money.We went to the doctor and he still has the upper respiratory infection so more antibiotics and cough syrup.So we left the house at 1000am and got home at130pm. We live almost 45min from the doctor. We stop at a place to give them clothes and toys the boys had grown out of and they give out to the needy. They don't sale but give.So our laundry room is clean up better lol. Rhonda does good work to keep downstairs clean.I apologize for all for the pity party I was in yesterday. I told some of you I wanted to cry and life sucks. I was going to places I didn't need to go and you kept me from it and I thank you. I was getting to depression and never got there.Thank God for DS friends. Rhonda was good to talk with but she gave me her last 6 dollars and was upset because she got a letter from the irs saying her money is going to a school loan. Well she went to her doc office and got a letter to send that she was disable and to deferr the school loan so she still may get the income tax money we wont know for awhile. So the shit really hit the fan yesterday. She wanted to do a overdraft just to have money and I said no. That is what cause the problem. So we sticking to the plan. Less of what we want and more of what we need. less sodas and chips and more healthy foods and food we have at home. Go no where unless we need to. She has a carton of cigs which will last the rest of month. I gave Anthony what I could and says thats it.They will have to do without. He has a interview with blockbuster today yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa please pray. Well hopefully this will go through. Sorry for the pity party. Thanks for pulling me through. Love ya all. Hope you all have a great pain free day. Love ya all. Robin