Hubby Situation

Well we finally got the date for the CT scan & we got the date for the followup discussion appointment,  Feb 5th & Feb 17th. But you know as good as this is, it absolutely made it feel like the monster is knocking at the door.  You want this to take place yet you want to bury your head in the sand.  I just don't know. I keep trying so very hard to keep the positive up front & the negative in it's proper place at the back but sometimes it feels like it's so mentally tiring you know. At least I do acknowledge that the Lord is sure helping me stay physically healthy (SO FAR).  We will see how life goes fr here. At least I've got the few friends here on DS that read my entries here so it's almost like having a real shoulder to lean on.

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I guess it\'s a big step but feels like a small step because you still don\'t know anything yet. = ( I know, it\'s hard to stay positive and it takes a lot of energy sometimes. I\'m trying also to remember that the Lord is there with us every single step of the way, so the more we call out to Him and rely on Him the better. Sounds like a sign for my forehead LOL
Hang in there. I hope it\'s here before you know it! hugs, m
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It is very good that you got those appointments the sooner then better, he can get to the healing part soon. Be patient ( I know how hard that is) be strong and have faith, God is in control.. You and your hubby are in my prayers. It will be okay sweetie, I am here if you need some one to talk with, just a phone call away.. I will always be here for you.. Love you all the time, PS....I have big shoulders too..
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There\'s a hand I see across the sky
Sharing the divine
A loving, gentle, tender hand
A hand to join with mine

A caring hand, now reaching forth
To touch with only love
An everlasting warmth of heart
Stretching just enough

A hand of beauty, soft and sweet
Giving of divine
Blessing with eternal love
I thank God you\'re holding mine





A true friend is a gift of God
and He only who made hearts can unite

Your in my prayers.. xxxoooo