How Many Times?
Dear Journal,
I wonder somedays all the questions that go through our minds,whether we are
Pre- divorced, Divorced,or Post divorced.
Such as:
Am I doing the right thing by getting divorced?
Will god forgive me if i do get a divorce?
Will my children forgive or shun me?
Being raised a catholic of course all these questions cross my/ our minds,and rightfully so,but then i revert back to the "Footprints" poem in when they were walking on the beach with god and they only saw 1 set of footprints in the sand,and we thought we were alone,but that was when he(god) carried us,I love that passage and refer to it often,when life starts to get a little out of control for me. I know i am making the right if not painful choice to divorce.
I know i have the love and support of my family.
I know i have the love/support of my friends both here at DS and the outside world.
I also know that on those tense,maddening,crying,screaming days that we all go thru at 1 point,that is when god is carrying us,because he never wants to see a child of his hurting,he is always,loving,kind and understanding,and only wishes for his children to be happy.
This is just a thought that has been going through my mind for awhile now,just thought i would write it out,for future use to look back on later.
I wonder somedays all the questions that go through our minds,whether we are
Pre- divorced, Divorced,or Post divorced.
Such as:
Am I doing the right thing by getting divorced?
Will god forgive me if i do get a divorce?
Will my children forgive or shun me?
Being raised a catholic of course all these questions cross my/ our minds,and rightfully so,but then i revert back to the "Footprints" poem in when they were walking on the beach with god and they only saw 1 set of footprints in the sand,and we thought we were alone,but that was when he(god) carried us,I love that passage and refer to it often,when life starts to get a little out of control for me. I know i am making the right if not painful choice to divorce.
I know i have the love and support of my family.
I know i have the love/support of my friends both here at DS and the outside world.
I also know that on those tense,maddening,crying,screaming days that we all go thru at 1 point,that is when god is carrying us,because he never wants to see a child of his hurting,he is always,loving,kind and understanding,and only wishes for his children to be happy.
This is just a thought that has been going through my mind for awhile now,just thought i would write it out,for future use to look back on later.
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