How is Depression Going

How is Depression Going
 
Today I schedule my visit to another doctor. My meds are ending and that's the big reason I go there. I changed doctor because the one I was going doesn't work for my health plain and it was becoming expansive. So I am visiting doctor Jonas. Hope everything goes all right.
Taking meds after almost three weeks I stopped crying and I am not so desperate. But I am still feeling sadness and no guts of doing anything. I have to force myself doing something. I am late with my translation course and I don't really wanna keep doing it...
I know I am not taking care of myself the way I should...even taking shower is difficult...
I am trying to pray, trying to live in a normal way...Asking God to help me.