How I'm feeling 03-30-17

Well today started off pretty well because I got all my work done and finished and aced the two tests I had today.

But then I get to my "fun alternative" class which is foods (this is where you learn to cook for future opportunities). And it was going in a decent manner until I got embarrassed and harassed in front of the whole class. I then automatically felt like absolute crap like I'd just been kicked while being shot. 

I wonder why people can be so freaking rude especially to someone more talented and more brave. I'm on student council which means I just can not be mean no matter the circumstances so I sadly walked away feeling like a failure. I didn't tell a teacher because if I did I'd just be mocked again and again constantly. And personally I don't really feel like I want that, one mocking is enough.

And on the worse side of it all I now don't want to go back again (to school).

Our school has a great way of saying everyone is welcome and the whole student body has ensured this by being open and caring towards everyone. But I'm definitely not feeling this caring affection that they set up. Mocking isn't a great way to make friends or be very inviting.