It's 4 PM Eastern standard time. I have a big cleaning project ahead of me because the landlord is doing a normal inspection and I am so overwhelmed right now with anxiety and intrusive thoughts I don't know how I'm going to continue this project and get it done properly on time.
Sometimes I am so overwhelmed by my anxiety, panic attacks, intrusive thoughts that I wish I wouldn't wake up in the morning. But I don't really wish that because I have an intense fear of death and dying. So there you go LOL
I wish that silly stupid things did not trigger full-blown anxiety attacks, full-blown panic attacks
I wish I did not have a agoraphobia & PTSD.
I wish that every time I looked in the mirror I did not hate what I see..
Am I as really ugly as i seem?
This is all part of a bad dream.?
I try so hard to push through and move on with life. All I want is to live without strife
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It's 4 PM Eastern standard time. I have a big cleaning project ahead of me because the landlord is doing a normal inspection and I am so overwhelmed right now with anxiety and intrusive thoughts I don't know how I'm going to continue this project and get it done properly on time.
Sometimes I am so overwhelmed by my anxiety, panic attacks, intrusive thoughts that I wish I wouldn't wake up in the morning. But I don't really wish that because I have an intense fear of death and dying. So there you go LOL
I wish that silly stupid things did not trigger full-blown anxiety attacks, full-blown panic attacks
I wish I did not have a agoraphobia & PTSD.
I wish that every time I looked in the mirror I did not hate what I see..
Am I as really ugly as i seem?
This is all part of a bad dream.?
I try so hard to push through and move on with life. All I want is to live without strife