how i been

right now im not feeling comfterble 
infact im fidgeting wile i type this as well as not exzacly happy but to the poit where is just normal
i find right now becase of lack of funds to go out and have fun atleast once every other week
that i find my self relly bord and aslo sleeping in alot becase theres nothing much to snack on
any how as well as there are times were i dont wanna face the day w/ my ld and just sleep past that day becasse theres nothing much at the moment i can do about my ishues
wich stinks but i dont know  what else to do
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 i relly hate how all i cant do right now that i can efford is snack actuly eat a meal  watch tv
play computer and hose work and shower  and get to work  when i do have work and check mail
i mean relly when do lots of ppl enjoy house work all at once aslo id exersize but why would i when i got no destination to go relly  or no one to play bastkeyball to keep me happy wile exersize aslo i cant efford snacks much atall right now  due to food starting to get limited and theres verry little about tv that i like  i mostly would watch knight rider shows and cartoons on anything possible that would boost tv 
and if im on the computer alot ill get tired of each thing i do and eventuly start downloading too much thus id crash the computer wich ant good and i dont relly enjoy preping for work makes me feel like  i have to put on a speshial outfit  for hell to come id check mail more but so far at most id only get junck mail on my real e mail the mail on here dont get filled up alot ither same thing w/ youtube  so yeah theres not alot i can doo at the moment that i can efford =/ so over all id probly rate how im feeling some where between yellow and orange face wich id think it show a shade of dissapontment yet a glimmer of hope