how dumb am I?
I dont expect any response from this post....I just simply want to put in writing what a dumbass I am.....new house....new life? NO .... NEVER..... Life just keeps going on....a lie...a fuckin asshole from whom I will never escape. I would rather die than live like this. Ugh
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You know I have been in those shoes - and you\'ve encouraged me so many times - as to how things can change - We are living similiar lifestyles; and I know how it feels inside - to not see progress - to not see past the ugliness of the day to day - but I want you to know I am here - and always will be if you need to vent and get it out of your system. Death is not what we want - change is the issue - keep strong honey - just hold on to everything inside; and perservere - love you......
Hang in there Jen. We\'re still here for ya, every time you kick yourself. We all do it. Hang in there.