How do you fly when are afraid to fal

Im my own enemy I know it I stand in my way because Im afraid of trying then falling. Or if I fly how long will I soar. I dont know its hindering me I want to fly. Everyone else is flying why cant I take my bruised eagle and get off the grown. Im lost I want to find my way the one second I think I have the directions I jump in a ditch with my legs between my legs.How can I beat this where do I start.Who needs enemys when you are the worst enemy to yourself.Im too people trapped in one body I'm fearful ,but I want to fly. How do I take flight.