how do I resist?
Life is hard. Multiple stressors today. Been resisting cutting for 2 weeks as of yesterday. Shooting for 4 weeks, but man, how do I keep resisting?
I know the world's answer is to check myself into the psychiatric facility again. But I want to keep things under control on my own. I think I can do it. But there are days it's reeeeally hard. I have to keep going, I have to hold it together....
I fell in the kitchen again. My anxiety is high. I'm afraid to tell my roommates how rough I'm really feeling cuz I'm afraid it would be too much for them to handle/understand. Same goes for family. What the H*** is wrong with me? I know. . . I was abused when I was 4. Does that really account for everything? Where is the solution? How do I get better???
I know the world's answer is to check myself into the psychiatric facility again. But I want to keep things under control on my own. I think I can do it. But there are days it's reeeeally hard. I have to keep going, I have to hold it together....
I fell in the kitchen again. My anxiety is high. I'm afraid to tell my roommates how rough I'm really feeling cuz I'm afraid it would be too much for them to handle/understand. Same goes for family. What the H*** is wrong with me? I know. . . I was abused when I was 4. Does that really account for everything? Where is the solution? How do I get better???
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