How Could It Be

Of course this week is the week of Ken's memorial, so I am sure that thing will come into your mind and make you feel so sad.
Last night it hit me that I could not believe that over a year now since I last saw or spoke to my son Kenny.  How one deals with it I have no ideal.
By the time for bed the tears had built up and were beinning to stream down my face.
How could it be over a year since I talked or touched or told my son I loved him.
How could it be that my son was taken away from me...
How could it be that it has been a year?  I don't really know... life goes on, things
keep on going forward...yet it feels like it is still yesterday when my son was still
alive and we are eating Pizza.  Love you son, mom