House for sale
Well, the realtor is coming over today to look at the house. I'm scared we won't sell it for an amount that is sufficient to cover our credit card debt, but I suppose only time will tell. I tried to keep busy this weekend but there was always a feeling of sadness as I went about my tasks. Saturday I went to a local fresh start meet up and met some really good people that are going through the same thing who are being really supportive. Unfortunately, talking about my story and hearing theirs left me sad for the rest of the day. Then yesterday I cleaned out our bedroom and that amped up the sadness. THEN I finally called my mom to let her know that T is leaving me and she was sad for me, which made me cry again, which made her sadder and then me sadder. So its just a sad sad cycle lol.
I don't know. Knowing I have to talk to a realtor today about selling our house is kinda killing me - even though this weekend I realized that when I came back to the house, I didn't have a sense of coming "home." I haven't had that feeling for months, and that hurts. I'm looking forward to finding a place in my life where I feel at home again.
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I totally understand how you feel. But you need to do what you need to do. All I can say is good luck!
You can do this kasharoo. I know how hard this must be, and I get that cycle of sadness thing. Kinda caught up in that myself. But love that you are already looking forward to finding that next place that feels like "home". Stay strong.
House is a big part...but once done u will feel better. Proud of u for getting out and making friends. Took me a long time to do that!
So sorry for your pain. Those things all suck and part of the process we must go through to get where we need to be-healthier, happier and comfortable in our own homes. Stay strong.