Horrible Pain

I have been in horrible pain for over 2 months now.  I cannot stand or walk more than 2 minutes without severe pinching and crushing pain in my hips and spine.  I have been to 3 doctors and no one will give me pain meds.  I am depressed and tired of crying in pain.  I cannot even take a shower.  I always loved October and doing all kinds of things to prepare for Halloween and scaring kids.  I couldnt even get the cob webs up on the front of the house.  I am so tired of this hell I am in.  And why do doctors prescribe pain meds for crack addicts that go sell them and buy crack but wont do a thing to help me function through the day.  I feel worhtless as hell!