Horrible, crappy, SUCKS!!

That pretty much explains me lately!! Believe me I have been trying to stay positive. Work has been so emotional. Last time I was here, I had just lost my child at 23 weeks, and had a failed IVF cycle. To top it off, there are 5 women pregnant at my school. I literally see at least one everytime I leave my classroom. AND EVERYONE treats me like I might break if they talk about anything pregnancy related around me. When people see me walking up they stop talking and it hurts so much. I GET people think they are shielding me from hurting and yes it does, but it hurts more when people treat you so different  because of what you've been through. I find myself crying in my classroom because I feel so awkward.  It's taken an emotional toll on me. I feel like I am all by myself and don't know what to do. I have loss all hope and truly hanging on by a small thread...