Hoping to get away from my capture

I'm hoping so much that I'll get away from here. Tuesday I will finally go for my disability hearing and once that's behind me, I swing into action. I have someone has actually own a halfway house and have said I can come there and wait out until the final outcome is made on if I get SSD. I'm so tired of being in this abusive situation. I'll have nothing of my own as I do now and could care less. I pray to God he will help me. I don't want to suffer the way my mom did until the very end.