hoping for better days.
im trying to get a new perspective on things, and im just really hoping for better days to come. i think once fall gets here, things could be better cuz of small groups starting up again cuz they take a break in the summer. and i have missed going to the small groups so i think that it will get me around people more. and that will make me feel less lonely. i might even join more than one but ill have to see. i dont want to over overwhelm myself. but hoping for some people that could become close friends over time, i hope some people will want to. i hope they will like me.
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What kind of small groups do you go to? I hope you do meet a special person to become a good friend!
I also joined a small Christian group of ladies recently.Have a problem socializing with guys,just feel so uneasy when in their company which is terrible because I have nothing against them personally.It has I\'m sure to do with my being sexually abused as a child and then in later life physically and sexually abused.Its so unfair that a persons life should be messed up by these freaks.Enough about me though.What type of groups are you hoping to join?I wish I lived nearby and could come along with you.They will want to be friends with you,you sound like such a lovely person,so don\'t worry.Hugs