hoping for better days.

im trying to get a new perspective on things, and im just really hoping for better days to come. i think once fall gets here, things could be better cuz of small groups starting up again cuz they take a break in the summer. and i have missed going to the small groups so i think that it will get me around people more. and that will make me feel less lonely. i might even join more than one but ill have to see. i dont want to over overwhelm myself. but hoping for some people that could become close friends over time, i hope some people will want to. i hope they will like me.