hopes and dreams

Well getting ready to go to the therapist I'm so nervous that I took a Xanax. I hope that things will get started and I can get better. I want to be able  to face life again. My kids are the ones that are the ones that suffer with a mom who can't cook, clean or want to be around anyone. I hope this will get me going. Monday I go to the dr. to get meds changed. I hope this time they find one that helps me get off the sofa and clean and cook for the kids. Thanks to everyone yesterday ya'll are great!!! Its nice to know I'm not a freak.