Hopeful for future pregnancy "3xs" a charm:)

Its been almost 2-months since my second loss. I often wonder how I made it this far, but its been God’s grace, my husband and this group that gets me through. I am still hopeful for a successful pregnancy. I mentioned before I am seeing a fertility specialist. Although infertility is not my issue rather reoccurring pregnancy loss, if there is anything I can do to prevent future miscarrying I am willing to do it. Its just a dark thought in the back of my mind, well what if its nothing they can do? What if for some terrible reason I cant carry? In those moments I just pray against those negative thoughts. Like many of you that are going through the same thing, all I can think about is being pregnant, bonding and having a child of my own. I believe I was literally made to do this. And being the spiritual woman I am, I remind myself God will not keep no good thing from me and give me the desires of my heart.
I’m a firm believer, everything happens for a reason. Maybe when I experienced my two losses there was something wrong. And God knows its nothing I want more than a healthy baby. I feel I’m one step closer to being a mom. I’m having a test done called a HSG this week. I spoke with the doctor about getting my body ready for the next pregnancy. I’m hopeful and starting to get excited again about just the thought is confirmation enough for me that I will have a good pregnancy.