Hopeful but Fearful

Well I did something yesterday that has me a bit nervous. I sent an invite link to my wife. I am fearful as some of my not so good moments and comments could be misinterpreted, but I am hopeful that she reads all the lines and between. As with most of the postings on here, they are much less then my daily handwritten journal... yes I offered to let her read it as well. Call me crazy (and if you are reading this) I want her to know my hole heart again! 
No one knows me like she does, NO ONE. We have been talking more lately and it is so wonderful just to hear her voice and us be able to ramble on about stuff again.