Home for the Holidays

Tomorrow I fly to my parents house for Christmas. I'm nervous because 3x in the last 2 weeks I've been very suicidal. I called a hot-line or did something like that and got through it, but I don't want to be dealing with this at home. The one time I told my mom I was having suicidal thoughts she got so scared it made me more scared! That was 4 years ago..... she may have changed. Anyway, I'm hoping I feel better while I'm gone and when I get back I can go straight back into therapy for DID and get this worked out, or at least start to. If you pray for me, please pray for an uneventful trip home and that I can keep all my parts under control until I can come back for therapy!

Thanks.

Merry Christmas!

Beth