Holidaze

A lot of thinking....a lot of soul searching...back on DS. Voices behind the screen...


I have discovered I can't take these pills.. Cause I can't hurt two people. one I know , one is a voice behind a screen...Damn DS...


Perhaps that's why I came back..Carolin57, you are awesome. can't really say why...you just,are.


Thank you...


I have 24 months before I can be with the one who owns my heart...the one I ache for daily.. if i died, they would follow...cant allow that...clarity...


I am invisible to the family I see everyday...totally invisible... they are lecherous vampires... havnt figured out what to do about my living situation ... I just know it's gotta change...soon....


I can't stress enough the importance of DS... it does make a difference...it has 2 times for me in this life time.



Carolin57 never think you aren't special. you are... thank you, with all my heart...


I almost fell through the cracks, but you were there.. 


So it's Christmas... things have changed.


I m in a Holidaze......

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Carolin57
Carolin57

JD I'll bee here as long as is needed and it's a pleasure to be your friend. Here in the UK we have two public holidays now So seats at the computer will be less frequent but I will back this evening for a short while to wish you a merry Boxing Day as we Brits call the 26th. 24 months until you can be with your hearts desire seems like a long time away. But I will be standing in your corner every day helping you through.