Holiday parteee......

Today is our holiday party for work....it's at the restaurant Carnivale which is very nice.  They are going to have salsa dancing and a photo booth!  Very fun....I haven't been feeling that great and I don't feel like I look that "great" today either but oh well!
Met a nice man the other night, Greg from New York.  Has a very heavy accent which is really cute!  He was born in the Bronx and then relocated here about 10 years ago or so.  Very nice man.....he called again last night and we are getting together for dinner/show on Saturday.  Looking forward to that...
My thoughts each day are always heading back to Tony.....I feel like I should be doing something with that.  Meeting him or something to that fact...I just can't explain it.  I have always felt like there has been things that have needed to be said and just have never said them......I'm just not sure how to handle these emotions within me.  Many people have told me to just let it be which I agree; and others have said do what you feel is right in your heart and I agree as well.....UGH
Well...need to get back to work.......Baci