Holiday depresssion....
Hello everyone. I want to say Happy Holidays to all.
I'm not all that happy. I'm still having a hard time being alone without my ex on the holidays. Yes I spent time with family, but when I come back to this house it just a reminder of my ex and how I can't be with him. I love him so MUCH it hurts. Is there a pill to cure a broke heart! And I'm not talking about Prozac, etc. I feel as though I'm just repeating myself because I don't seem to be getting anywhere. I thank God for my friends and family. I just wish I could turn off the pain in my heart and my mind! I act as though I'm ok, but when I'm alone It all washes over me again. I get tears in eyes and I try not to cry knowing it won't help. I'll be GLAD when work starts again! And my classes. To be busy again! Nothing can replace the way I feel about Burt! And there is noting I can do for him. I know that, and its sad because I can't be with him. : > (.....
I'm not all that happy. I'm still having a hard time being alone without my ex on the holidays. Yes I spent time with family, but when I come back to this house it just a reminder of my ex and how I can't be with him. I love him so MUCH it hurts. Is there a pill to cure a broke heart! And I'm not talking about Prozac, etc. I feel as though I'm just repeating myself because I don't seem to be getting anywhere. I thank God for my friends and family. I just wish I could turn off the pain in my heart and my mind! I act as though I'm ok, but when I'm alone It all washes over me again. I get tears in eyes and I try not to cry knowing it won't help. I'll be GLAD when work starts again! And my classes. To be busy again! Nothing can replace the way I feel about Burt! And there is noting I can do for him. I know that, and its sad because I can't be with him. : > (.....
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