HOLIDAYS!

ITS A SHAME ITS JUST ANOTHER WEEK-END FOR SO MANY, ME INCLUDED, BUT THIS MONDAY NO MATTER HOW MUCH DARN WILL POWER IT TAKES I'M GOING TO TAKE THESE BOYS TO A PICNIC, I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS PEANUT SHELL PRISON CELL I HAVE CREATED FOR MY SELF BECAUSE OF HEALTH REASONS AND MORE. I KNOW THE HOLIDAYS ARE JUST ANOTHER DAY, BUT IT SHOULD NOT BE LIKE THAT ESPECIALLY WITH PEOPLE THAT HAVE KIDS.  HOPEFULLY THIS ALL PANS OUT OK, IF IT DOES THESE BOYS WILL BE ABLE TO ENJOY A PICNIC, AND PLAY WITH OTHER KIDS, KIDS FROM MY YOUNGEST TO 15 YEARS OLD, THE 15 YEAR OLD IS A SAINT WITH KIDS, ESPECIALLY WITH MY 2 GRANDSONS, SO THE HELP IS THERE, ITS NOT LIKE IT ISN'T. IF IT WASN'T FOR THE HELP I COULD NOT TAKE THEM ANY WHERE, MY KID WORKS 12 HOURS THIS MONDAY, SO WE WILL SEE WHAT HAPPENS, THATS IF PEOPLE KEEP THEIR WORD, I DISPISE WHEN PEOPLE SAY THINGS AND THEY GO BACK ON THEIR WORDS AND IT HURTS THE BOYS, I'M GOING TO TRY TO THINK POSITIVE ON THIS ONE. I'M NOT DOING TO GOOD, I FELL COMING UP THE CEMENT STEPS, I HATE THESE STEPS, HE THE LAND-LORD IS A SLUM-LORD, NO BANESTER TO HOLD ONTO, I NEVER WOULD HAVE TAKEN THIS SLUMMY APARTMENT, NOT FOR HOW VERY MUCH IT IS PER MONTH.................AND BEING STUCK HERE IS NO JOKE, BEING ISOLATED STINKS, I WISH I HAD ANSWERS BUT I DON'T, LOVING A CONVICT IS NOT A EASY JOB, I WISH PAROLE WOULD JUST GIVE A YES OR NO ANSWER ALREADY. HOPE YOU ALL HAD A GOOD WEEK-END........................