Holidays
Well lets see. One good thing is all my presents are wrapped on the good side. On the bad side is I really don't look forward to Christmas anymore. I use to love the Holidays. I was the one who the neighborhood kids loves my house during all celebrations. Christmas, Easter, Valentines Day....etc. but every since I have been sick it has been more of a burden. I do it for my daughter who at 16 still loves to decorate and trim the tree and my hubby. Why should they have to suffer. It isn't like it use to be though. The air of our house lingers with the effect of Lyme. Since we all have it there are days when none of us feel good and take it out on each other. I guess I leave it up to God. He will heal us in his time. I just need to be patient and serve him a much as I can until then. My legs have really been hurting my knees and ankles kill me. I haven't been sleeping good again. I get in the habit of getting up from 3;30 a.m. to 7:00a.m. then I might sleep from 8-9:00a.m. Lord help everyone if I don't. I still miss my job even though this month will be exactly one year. I guess I should have went to visit the school but I am a little hurt. I worked with and for these teachers( worked hard to) for 10 years and not one has called, written a card or e-mailed me in a year. Not one single person. I refused to be depressed this holiday usually I am because everything yoiu are suppose to have for X-mas I don't. My side of the family is so screwed up we don't hardly speak anymore. Being sick all the time. I will enjoy this years vacation. Myrtle Beach for 1 week. Dec28-Jan.1. Yeah relaxxxxxxx!
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