holding on
Cried myself to sleep last night. This morning was peaceful. I was the only one of three girls at work this morning and we were piled up, but made it through just fine. Went home at lunch and began to slip. Back to work and having to clean up paperwork from others messes, have one girl who really doesn't know what she's doing messing in our data base of criminals and changing things when she shouldn't and...I'm spiraling down fast but must hold it together b/c I will not subject myself to the "what's wrong? are you mad at me?" and other stupid questions. This really bites and tonight Clinton, Amy the kids and I should be having birthday cake to celebrate his 39th birthday!!!!!
I don't write this for anyone to feel sorry for me, I don't want that. Just please send pleasant thoughts my way if you would. Thank you so much to those who have remembered Clinton and sent hugs. I love you all sooooo much...Lynn
I'll be better soon...yes I will!
I don't write this for anyone to feel sorry for me, I don't want that. Just please send pleasant thoughts my way if you would. Thank you so much to those who have remembered Clinton and sent hugs. I love you all sooooo much...Lynn
I'll be better soon...yes I will!
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YES you will.. Hugs MaryLou
Lynn,
My spirit and prayers are sooo with you today! Don\'t even think you are feeling sorry for yourself. This would be a hard day for anyone in our position. I hope you don\'t have to put up with too much stuff at work today.
Sending so much love your way,
(((HUGS)))
Leda
Absolutely Lynn, there should be 39 candles that Clinton is blowing out today. This is not a pity party my friend yet a longing party for what should be... I get it and you\'ve been in my heart since early this A.M. so I hope you are feeling the love vibes across the mountains. Hope the rest of your day is without incident dear friend. Loving care in abundance. XO Joanie
Here\'s wishing you to have a peaceful evening...on Ken\'s birthday we wrote on balloons and let them fly higher than we could see...on their way to Heaven...It really gave me comfort...Best for tonight...Love, Sandi
Perhaps your Clinton and my Jason are sharing birthday cake today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CLINTON!
Lynn, I am sending thoughts of love and peace your way. I choose to work every year on Michael\'s angel date. It helps me to get through. Loving thoughts headed your way tonight. Belinda
Love to you my friend be gentle with yourself love to you
It isnt fair. Tonight think of the miraculous day that Clinton was born...go THERE...it was joyous...full of love...amazing...love you...
Love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sending you pleasant thoughts, warm hugs and hoping that you have sweet dreams of Clinton and all your precious memories. Love, Kim
Lynn, my heart is with you as you remember the earth birth of your son, Clinton....but I believe our real birth is when we go to heaven....it is there the real celebration begins and one day we will know without doubt...the wonders of heaven and be with our children again. God bless you and give you strength as you deal with the world....love, dale...brandon\'s mom
Birthdays are hard, I am trying to keep up a celebration for Tara and Katelyn. Katelyn insists on having MIkes favorite meal and apple pie and ice cream ( he did not want cake) she is only 6 so we keep up what is important for her, it is how she keeps him alive in her heart...
Hugs Penny
Lynn, I wish you a peaceful night and a gentler day tomorrow. Much love to you and handsome Clinton, Linda
I wish for you some peace and kindness. Never think you are feeling sorry for yourself because I think we all feel the same way. Take care of yourself and be kind to yourself.
Nell