holding me back

I know most every teen just wants freedom and to go wild! get a little crazy! go to all the parties and ride around town like a bat out of hell.

well i sure damn want to too! i don't have to go to the parties and be crazy, but i just want to be able to ride around with my boy and go to the movies, go drive on back roads and listen to music. socialize with his friends and meet new people. i'll be driving next fucking month and i can't even ride with my boo. i get he has a penis like "ohh scary" sex at a young age and stuff, but my parents raised me to be safe and smart like wtf. I'm never going to have a steady relationship in high school if i can't go anywhere with anybody!!! i want a long relationship and to be steady with a guy that can drive me places and spoil me. I'm just sad and kinda annoyed....