HOLDING BACK THE TEARS

I'm off to another appointment on my own and i'm just scared that this is just a prelude to how things are going to be post-op, me riding this out on my own.  God give me the strength I need because despite my own fears and anxiety, I will not turn back now.  I have a sick husband who is doing his best to be by my side, children who live out of town with lives of their own - all of their hearts are with me and they encourage me daily but right now i could use a tremendous hug and reassurance that this is going to be alright.  If only I could hear a word from the Lord on this.  Time to just be quite and let the Lord speak to me.  No matter what I know He has not brought me this far to leave me. 
I need a word from you Lord.