I'm still holding on. Sara called Sunday to see how I was doing. Almost convinced her I was going to make it. Hell, I can't even convince myself. She's upset that she can't help me. It's not her place to support her failure brother! Still checking on disability, but everybody says it takes a year to get it. What do I do till then? My right hand is getting worse. Handwriting is ridiculous. Have to write very large to be able to read it. Found a place online to apply for assistance and have filled out the forms. Maybe I can get some help. I'm tired of this!