Ho hum weekend

I spent Friday and Saturday crying.  Today was a bit better.  Our friends came last evening and are staying until tomorrow.  It helps to think about other things.
The phone rang during dinner tonight.  As I went to answer, I wondered for a split second if it was Lisa.  She often called during dinner as Ottawa is 2 hours ahead of Calgary.  The last time I was in Ottawa with Lisa, I called Joe and he was in the midst of dinner.  Lisa laughed and said "see - that is why I always call during supper".  I would give anything to have Lisa interrupt any meal with a phone call.
 

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KandL
KandL

I know Marlene, I often even after almost 16 months reach for the phone to call Eddie with a bit of news I think I should share with him. I wish Lisa could call you and interrupt you and Joe again too. Its brutal isn\'t it? I\'m so sorry. I understand. It will take us a long, long time to heal and it has only been a year for you since your precious girl left this world. Sending love, prayers and gentle hugs, Linda
JennsMom66
JennsMom66

I still have Jenn\'s cell phone # on my phone and I still wait to her her distinctive ring (Angel in the Morning) so I know exactly how you feel Marlene, and I am sure you and Joe would love to have dinner interrupted.
Hugs and prayers for some peace MaryLou
biowoman
biowoman

I am so sorry that you had such a sad Friday and Saturday...but glad that you had a chance to be distracted with friends on Sunday...let the joy of companionship lighten your spirit, even if it is temporary...love to you...Karen
heartsandhands
heartsandhands

Dear Marlene,
I know about weepy weekends. How do you feel now? Sort of numb, or better, or worse? I\'m looking for patterns, lol. Hopeless maybe but I just wonder if we notice that after a weepy stretch there is some deep activity -- not always the same but healing or growth or insight or something.... just wondered... how do you feel now? I hope the pain has loving arms around it.

xox Sarah