Hmmmmm

Feeling a bit confused today.  As I ponder my options of ways to help myself I'm just not sure which direction to go.  I think I should get some counseling, then I think I don't want to do that yet, then I think I should do that and I should try a support group but at the same time I feel peace and quiet right now and am enjoying time with myself.  So my hmmmmmmmmmmmm is just going to stay around this weekend I think and I am going to get out and enjoy the sunshine and then I will decide what my next move is.  Yes that's what I will do.  Just wiriting this helped to make my decision and now I am ready to get on with Friday and get the work day over with.  Ahhhhh feeling better already!