Hmm..KINDA SCARY
So I have to drive an hour to take my stepdaughter home, and I was thinking about IVF and how scared I am to do it!! I have to take the same route to get to my IVF clinic. All of sudden I felt this huge peace and excitement to do IVF again. What the heck?? Okay so I am happy to feel that way because I told God that I wouldn't proceed unless i felt at peace. Yet, just yesterday I was like NO way too scared. It felt to weird to feel at peace with it. However, you know that our feelings come and go. I said that God continues to give me peace I would proceed beginning stims most likely in July. I just had to share cus it was kinda scary. hmm we'll see..
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Awe. Hugs! God always provides an answer doesn\'t He? IVF is a good thing sweetie but don\'t feel weird that you\'re scared about it because being scared about any fertility treatment is normal. I wish you good luck in July! Is ivf a long procedure?
My first was long because my body was kinda doing it\'s all thing, but this time my office knows me and my body so they somewhat know how to proceed the second time around with minimal issues.
Thank you for the thoughts and prayers! I guess I didn\'t know how complicated ivf was but it makes sense because all fertility treatments are a little complicated even clomid. The follicles have to be a certain size and accord to my old dr a certain day. My body likes to be difficult I think I have a short luteal phase and I ovulate late. I\'ll be praying for your ivf trial.
Blessings to you and what God has planned for you.
Hugs!!!
N.
Peace of mind and heart is a wonderful blessing!
Well - -maybe this is the sign we\'ve all been telling you about --> when the desire to try again starts winning over the fear. Peace sounds like a good place to start!
Praying continuously for you!