Hmm..KINDA SCARY

So I have to drive an hour to take my stepdaughter home, and I was thinking about IVF and how scared I am to do it!! I have to take the same route to get to my IVF clinic. All of sudden I felt this huge peace and excitement to do IVF again. What the heck?? Okay so I am happy to feel that way because I told God that I wouldn't proceed unless i felt at peace. Yet, just yesterday I was like NO way too scared. It felt to weird to feel at peace with it. However, you know that our feelings come and go. I said that God continues to give me peace I would proceed beginning stims most likely in July. I just had to share cus it was kinda scary. hmm we'll see..