His birthday

Well, today is Spank's 34th birthday.  I remember what we were doing last year.  I didn't get to spend much time with him since he went out with Sean and I wasn't dressed to go out.  I was bummed then, bummed now.  I'm sure he is either at the bar with her and their friends or they are partying at the house.  I know I can't worry about or think about it but it really sucks!! My life is never going to be the same and its upsetting.

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I know how hard it must be for you, the anniversary date of when my bf decided to have another woman fly in to visit him for the weekend \'just as friends\' is coming up.. I dont know how I am even going to begin to cope. But if you ever want to chat, I am here for you! We just have to keep moving forward in hopes that it will get better! Have you tried to go out any? Meet new people?

((((HUGS))))