hiding

im tired of hiding how i feelim tired of hiding from what is reali want everyone to know my pastthat way i can move on at lastits really scary out here for mei want to escape or let everyone seeim afraid of people knowingbut im ready to start showingplease be there for mecause the past has made the future extraoridanarily scaryi need someone i can trusti must get that person here, i must, i mustoh please lord let them appearthat way i know ill have nothing to fearim waiting, waiting, waitingshould i tell? still debating