Hi friends

I just wanted to stop by and say I miss this site and the good people I met on here.  It has been some time since I have been on and I guess you could say maybe I didn't feel I needed this site anymore but the fact is I do and have needed it every day. I'm at the point in my life where I don't know how to be sometimes.  I tried working a full time job and did it but got layed off.  I think it has something to do with being Bipolar.  I was going tofind out about benefits and I guess I had to spill the beans about my health..I still miss my father..I don't really know what else to get off my chest because I'm in the same place I was when I first came to this site and now I'm just older. lol..not funny I know...I did 420 for a while and drank alot...Im trying to stop now.  How can one live a clean life when there are too many sins that won't rest??  Anyhow, I wish everyone happy holidays and please be safe. love,jamie