Hi everyone

Well where do i begin im a wife of a trans he came out to me in january this year weve been married 9 yrs and got two beautiful kids and never ever has he gave any ideas of this and im still struggling now. He has told a couple of people at work and a couple of days ago he told his mom dad sister and sister partner but hes told me im not allowed to tell anyone on my side of the family im not even allowed to tell me best friend im really struggling as he has people he can talk to but im all alone and dont think i can take much more to be honest